Thread:Okaminarutofan999/@comment-30094524-20180323211317

I know things can't be repaired anymore, but I'll at least leave saying that it was all a mistake. I'm not asking anything of you, just that the things I said were out of frustration over what happened before. It's possible I'm insane at this point, and you shouldn't have anything to do with me, but I want this to reach you because that wasn't the proper way to deal with my anger. I can't be expected to change if you never give me that chance. I'm sorry it turned out this way. You were my best friend, but what this turned into is anything but healthy. I only asked for a chance to reconcile. But clearly the past was too much for you to overlook, and that's probably true, I did horrible things. I just wanted things to be the way they were. That's all I ever wanted. I didn't want us to fall for the same thing again, and yes I didn't help, but the wound that was only reopened. So do what you will, curse me or never speak to me again, it doesn't matter anymore. I just wanted help. I didn't think enough about what was best for you, but your reluctance to speak was just another dagger in my shattered heart. I don't want to hate you. You're complicated. It made me do things I regret. But I turned into a much worse person. This is the last thing I have to say. Do what you will with it, I have nothing left. I certainly can't take chances and hurt anyone again. Say what you will about yourself, but I don't think you're a bad person deep down. You just went the wrong direction. We both did, and that's my biggest regret.  